Amanda Elizabeth | my life in black and white

I've been impatient my whole life,

It all started, when I was five,

I was guided each step of the way,

Protected from something I couldn't explain,

My intuition was my former faith...from within.

Now that I'm a woman,

I've closed my eyes.

Turned off my pride.

Now that I'm older,

I've done myself wrong,

I betrayed myself.

I woke up today and I know what I am...

When we were kids, we had no idea....That time won't always stand still.

I had some falls and tried to improve...My life for my children that I had to prove...

I confused my mind, overwhelmed with self hate...Lost the faith in myself and turned to other ways...

And here I am with a smile on my face. I don't need to follow what others say.

The universe is all I need to believe. 

I'm beautiful and kind. I'm creative and psychic....I love, I grieve....I'm empathic for all. I'm strong and wise. I can see through peoples eyes. I am sensitive and stubborn, I fear what I see in people. I can see my future. I know what will happen. And because of that, I'm impatient.